原來

1.6.2011  11.18a.m


不知道自己原來很討人厭.


不知道自己原來有很多話想說.


不知道自己怎樣反駁人家的批評.


原來自己真的是很笨很沒用很小孩子.


不知道自己現在想說什麼.


只是很徬徨.很亂.


不想你說你不要我這種話.


可是自己就是原因讓你這樣.


想跟你說,對不起.


也想對你說, 我會認真改過.


這些,  我不可以和你面對面說.


因為, 我不想你沷我冷水.


現在還蠻辛苦, 很想哭, 可是吞回去了.


心情不好.  不知道要怎樣.


打算等下開快車+超大聲的音樂.


應該可以吧.


可是不知道你,


今天還想不想見到我.


你, 想嗎?


你不用回答.

16.5.2011

Lao po,    Dui Bu Qi.

Wo zhi dao ni hen tao yen wo ku.

Wo you zai gai ah.

Zhi shi jing tian wo bu xiao xing ku le.

Dui bu qi.

Wo zhi dao ni he wo zai yi qi hui hen you ya li.

Wo xiang shuo.

Cong jing yi hou, wo shui ye bu yao guan le.

Wo zhi guan ni.

Ni zhi dao ma?

Ni shi wo ZUI ZHONG YAO de REN o.

Wo hen zai hu ni.

Bu yao li kai wo hao ma?

Wo hen kai xing.

Zui jing ni de yi qie gai bian.

Rang wo jue de hen kai xing.

Wo de xing bei ni wen nuan le. =DD

Lao po, wo ye hui zhe yang hao hao dui ni de.

Wo da ying ni, wo yi hou bu zai hu shi luan xiang.

Xiang dao shi me ye ma shang gao shu ni.

Bu hui zai tuo tuo la la de.

Lao po ni bu yao sheng qi le hao ma?

Lao po sheng qi wo hui hen pa de.

Ni zhi dao wei shi me ma?

Yin wei o,  ni you mei you kan guo xiong mao?

Ta men shi bu shi hen ke ai?

Ke ai le?

Na me ni you kan guo xiong mao sheng qi ma?

Mei you le?

Dui lo.

Wo de lao po ru guo sheng qi de hua jiu bu ke ai le lo.

Hai you, qi shi 18 hao, ni zhen de bu yong qu ji zhu.

Ni yao ji de de shi, na yi tian he mei yi tian dou yi yang.

Wo yao de, zhi shi ni hui zai wo shen bian.

Qing sheng de he wo shuo,

Lao gong, wo ai ni.

Zhe yang jiu ke yi le. =D

Wo bu xiang ni hua shi jian qu xiang yao shong wo shi me.

Wo zhi xiang yao ni.

Zhi dao ma?

Wo zhi dao wo hao xiang yi ge hai mei you zhang da de xiao hai zi.

Dan shi, zhe ge xiao hai zhi zhen zai nu li bian cheng da ren. [chi fan bu yong yi ge xiao shi qu tu le. haha.. xiao yi ge =)  ]

Xi wang ta ai de na yi ge nv hai bu hui xian qi hai zai cheng zhang de ta.

Wo ai ni o lao po, bu yao zai li kai wo le hao ma?

❤ 找到这样的男朋友千万别分手! My Answer!

1.朦胧醒来回你信息..   Ya, I will reply you all the time.

2.半夜里接你的电话..   Ya, bcoz i will put the phone  in maximum volume and put in under my pillow.

3.告诉你——到家了就发消息给他..  Ya, i always tell you this, and i will call u when i drive home too.

4.你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天..   Ya, i always hope you can do this. haha.

5.雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的..  Haha, I think 99% my shirt is wet.

6.不论走到哪里..都一直拉着你的手..   If i can. =(

7.愿意吃你吃不下的东西..   Ya, i have big stomach.

8.从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气   Oops, sometimes i will late 5 minutes o. but u late i din angry la.

9.不论去哪里..他都会来接你..无怨无悔..  Ya, wherever u go, im there for u if u need.

10.不乱花钱..但肯为你花钱..  Haha, True!

11.拥抱很久..很紧..   Ya, but u say u cant breathe.

12.记得你说过的所有事..  Of corse!

13.轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶..   This is what i always do.

14.常常发消息告诉你..突然很想你..   Everydayy i do it lor.

15.常常给你留言..  Ya, everyday.

16.不舒服时..他会很担心很着急..  YA!!  Super worry and will take car u.

17.吵架时不会一走了之..  Ya, I wont.

18.他错了会认错..你错了不会怪你..  ENNN..

19.吵架后..会无条件地哄你..放下面子..    SupEr correct!

20.从不忍心责备你..无条件包容你..  Haha, ya!

21.会一直保护你..害怕你受一点点委屈..  Im getting stronger to protect u.

22.你说笑话他会笑..会觉得你很可爱..  Ya, i like.

23.比你高..  Erm.........  Fail... =[

24.会一个人安静地思考..但决不冷漠..   Ya..

25.许多方面都很厉害..让你崇拜..  Haha.. U think le?

26.会一直夸你..给你鼓励..   I will always stay besides u.

27.不对你隐瞒什么..   everything i will tell u.

28.百分百信任你..   Because been hurt. 90% la..  getting more.

29.不花言巧语..  Haha.. I dunno o.

30.不会因为玩游戏而忽略你..  I din play game de.

31.不抽烟少喝酒..  Ermmm..  not Really.  but wont smoke infront if u. drink just a bit la.

32.有活动安排事先和你打招呼..  Ya, always ask for your opinion and permissions.

33.和朋友出去时..要想着你..   I dun like hang out without u.

34.重大的事情和你商量..  Everything i will discuss with u.

35.和大人在一起像大人..和孩子在一起像孩子..  Haha.. Exactly!

36.喜欢你..从未犹豫..不拿你和别的女孩子比较..   YUP!! No one can be compare.

37.从未想过离开你的世界..    Think B4. but is u leave me. i will continue single and alone. 

38.你买给他的东西他都会喜欢..  Ya,  keep everything..

39.对女孩子有风度..也有距离..  Ya.

40.认识你的一些好朋友..拜托她们照顾你..   Trying to do that.

41.了解你的烦恼与困惑..不厌其烦地倾听..  I think im a good listener.

42.很少让你哭..你哭的时候会很心疼..紧紧地抱住你..告诉你都是他的错..  Sorry, wont let u cry anymore. im grow up.

43.可以随时找到他..  Ya. u can find me always. but i cant find u. TT

44.靠在他肩膀的时候很安心..  Can i ask u this?

45.和他在一起有种温暖的感觉..  Do u feel?

46.不重色轻友..也不重友轻色..  Erm..  more zhong she qing you.. XD

47.计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分..     YAAA!!!  YEAP!!! YUP!!!!  You are my life! I LOVE YOU!

7.5.2011

Sorry that i cant type chinese.

Because the software i download not support

with my computer.

I feel very hard to explain my feeling now.

I dunno what to do.

I hope that she can support me.

I really feel so sorry  that i love her.

And let her falling in love with me.

At one side, i really need her and want her stay beside me.

I love her and i wish her to respond me with her love too.

But at one side, i really scared she will regret,

and i 'mei you zi ge' to have such a good girl to be with me.

Who am i? I AM NOTHING!

Actually, i dont dare to write this out.

I really dun want she think about something that

will make her leave me.

But, i feel sorry. I feel so sorry.

There are so many people who want she leave me.

What still i can say?

Sorry that i crying now.

I dunno what am i writing now.

i just cant make up my mind.

Sorry.

10.32p.m