29.4.2011

Today i feel so happy. Today class until 10a.m.
Then i go for the group discussion. In a room.
After that i go to print my journal.
But unfortunately, the stupid computer cannot read my file.
So i have to type it all again  by using school computer.
I promise my wife that i will go to her place at 12p.m
But i cant make it at that moment. because i am still
re-typing journal. i keep scolding myself for writing a long journal,
which contain 686 words.
Half way done, my wife called me. OMG.
i feel so panic. i so scare she will get angry, but luckily she didnt.
ni de ti tie rang wo jue de hen wo xing.
So i use my maximum speed to type and print my journal out.
Then i go to the block E 9 floor to pass up the journal.
After that i run to the place i park my car.
I keep on asking why i park the car so far away.
I dunno why i so panic, i want to see you so eager.
I speed up when i drive. but i stucked on the half way to her place.
That time i hope i can bang all the car away or make my car
can fly in the sky.
But i also try to be patient. I just scare my wife will angry.
Finally, i reached. i took the stairs, i feel so happy when i go up.
But i also warn myself should be careful to see your dad and mum.
your mum open the door for me. She told me that you are sleeping.
I feel so guilty. Is i make u sleep de. I dunno ho to explain the feeling.
I keep on calling you to wake up. Because i want to cut my hair
and eat the sushi that you make.
My wife, it is really nice and delicious [besides the ants, haha].
I really like to eat the things you make.
I feel bonheur!
The next bonheur thing is you help me to cut my stupid hair.
I really feel bonheur! I like you to cut my hair.
And you make it very nice.
You make me become leng zai adi. I like it.
Thank you, my wife.
I got told you before.
I just want you to cut my hair for the rest of my life.
Would you?
After that you help me to wash.
Next time you can help me massage my head when you wash.
This is relax and comfortable.
You also help me to gel my hair even though u dunno how to do it.
But you done quite well.
After this, i fetch you go to JUSCO.
We spend our time reading books there for one hour something.
You standing and i siting. i can see your sexy bra and you forgot that
you wear hot pants today.
i feel to let you sleep down and i want to kiss you and hug you and
have you. But i am CONTROLLING what i am thinking.
HAHA.
Because i promise you not to do that everyday.
But when i fetch you go searching for a place that do not have so many
people pass by.
I stoppes at a place.
And i start kissing you.
I dunno why today i have so many power and energy.
I think maybe you add something in the sushi. haha
I dare not to touch your 'mao mao'.
But i rub your 'nen nen' and make you feel so high.
I dunno that today you get so high.
But i still dare not to go in to your 'mao mao'.
Until you say. wo yao.
This words makes me turn into a wolf quickly.
I started and i feel i full of power and energy.
Then how it goes on i cannot say clearly on here.
But in the end. I feel good and man zhu.
I looking at my wife.
I want to say something.
I want to say sorry.
Is i make you feel high.
I want to say about i want to take care you.
I want to say i hope you can always be my side and stay with me.
I want to say i hope you never betray me.
I want to say i will treat you good and never make you sad again.
I just want you to be my wife.
I really love you.
There is no other girl can make me fall in love except you.
And i will not fall in love again with other people.
Because i cannot accept other people in many way.
I just want you.
Only the way you smile can make me happy and 'tao zui'.
Only the way you talk i can deal with it.
Only the way you sleep i love to watch.
Only the way you scold me sometimes i love.
Only the way you kiss me hug me and want me i like.
There is no one can replace you in my heart.
This is truly from my heart.
I have given you my heart.
I dun want it back.
If you dun want my heart adi.
PLease throw it away.
Because it cannot pump anymore.
It is useless without you.
I love you. Really love you deeply.
My wife.