Today i feel so happy. Today class until 10a.m.
Then i go for the group discussion. In a room.
After that i go to print my journal.
But unfortunately, the stupid computer cannot read my file.
So i have to type it all again by using school computer.
I promise my wife that i will go to her place at 12p.m
But i cant make it at that moment. because i am still
re-typing journal. i keep scolding myself for writing a long journal,
which contain 686 words.
Half way done, my wife called me. OMG.
i feel so panic. i so scare she will get angry, but luckily she didnt.
ni de ti tie rang wo jue de hen wo xing.
So i use my maximum speed to type and print my journal out.
Then i go to the block E 9 floor to pass up the journal.
After that i run to the place i park my car.
I keep on asking why i park the car so far away.
I dunno why i so panic, i want to see you so eager.
I speed up when i drive. but i stucked on the half way to her place.
That time i hope i can bang all the car away or make my car
can fly in the sky.
But i also try to be patient. I just scare my wife will angry.
Finally, i reached. i took the stairs, i feel so happy when i go up.
But i also warn myself should be careful to see your dad and mum.
your mum open the door for me. She told me that you are sleeping.
I feel so guilty. Is i make u sleep de. I dunno ho to explain the feeling.
I keep on calling you to wake up. Because i want to cut my hair
and eat the sushi that you make.
My wife, it is really nice and delicious [besides the ants, haha].
I really like to eat the things you make.
I feel bonheur!
The next bonheur thing is you help me to cut my stupid hair.
I really feel bonheur! I like you to cut my hair.
And you make it very nice.
You make me become leng zai adi. I like it.
Thank you, my wife.
I got told you before.
I just want you to cut my hair for the rest of my life.
Would you?
After that you help me to wash.
Next time you can help me massage my head when you wash.
This is relax and comfortable.
You also help me to gel my hair even though u dunno how to do it.
But you done quite well.
After this, i fetch you go to JUSCO.
We spend our time reading books there for one hour something.
You standing and i siting. i can see your sexy bra and you forgot that
you wear hot pants today.
i feel to let you sleep down and i want to kiss you and hug you and
have you. But i am CONTROLLING what i am thinking.
HAHA.
Because i promise you not to do that everyday.
But when i fetch you go searching for a place that do not have so many
people pass by.
I stoppes at a place.
And i start kissing you.
I dunno why today i have so many power and energy.
I think maybe you add something in the sushi. haha
I dare not to touch your 'mao mao'.
But i rub your 'nen nen' and make you feel so high.
I dunno that today you get so high.
But i still dare not to go in to your 'mao mao'.
Until you say. wo yao.
This words makes me turn into a wolf quickly.
I started and i feel i full of power and energy.
Then how it goes on i cannot say clearly on here.
But in the end. I feel good and man zhu.
I looking at my wife.
I want to say something.
I want to say sorry.
Is i make you feel high.
I want to say about i want to take care you.
I want to say i hope you can always be my side and stay with me.
I want to say i hope you never betray me.
I want to say i will treat you good and never make you sad again.
I just want you to be my wife.
I really love you.
There is no other girl can make me fall in love except you.
And i will not fall in love again with other people.
Because i cannot accept other people in many way.
I just want you.
Only the way you smile can make me happy and 'tao zui'.
Only the way you talk i can deal with it.
Only the way you sleep i love to watch.
Only the way you scold me sometimes i love.
Only the way you kiss me hug me and want me i like.
There is no one can replace you in my heart.
This is truly from my heart.
I have given you my heart.
I dun want it back.
If you dun want my heart adi.
PLease throw it away.
Because it cannot pump anymore.
It is useless without you.
I love you. Really love you deeply.
My wife.
Friday, 29 April 2011
Sunday, 24 April 2011
24.4.2011
Tears drop now. After seeing what u comment.
I really touch. Thank you my super duple wife.
All the while, when i get scolded, sadness, i just will think of u.
Even though sometimes i dunno how to tell u what happened to me.
But i will think that u will always support me and care me.
For what u saying in the comment, i will do it.
Ya. I didnt care about how he talk how he been so sacrastic to me.
Nearly one year i think. I didnt talk to him again or once.
Because im feel that talking to him is just make me feel angry.
And so, i will feel that why i am so stupid go to talk to him.
Ya, he hurt me from young.
I didnt plan to forgive him.
But sometimes i try to. But the result always make me feel disapointed.
After all this, i feel hopeless.
I tought tht my mum can understand.
Sometimes she does, but sometimes she doesnt.
So this is the reason i dont like to talk with them.
But they will just tought that im like to be alone.
Haiz.
What i am suppose to do, with this empty room.
Okay, lets dont talk about him.
I am going to read the 'wang luo xiao shuo'.
Haha.
Lao po, Thank u. I feel so touch with this.
Love u o!! =]
I feel to hug u! and kiss you! can a not? xD
muackzz!
11.59p.m
Saturday, 23 April 2011
23.4.2011
i dunno how to explain today. it suck.
today, the whole day, i just didnt step outside my room.
except at 4p.m something. is raining outside.
i decide to go out to take a shower.
but this never make me clear, clear about how she feel.
in fact, for taking shower like this 3 days continuos,
i got sick. i didnt eat my lunch, and my dinner,
when everyone go out, i didnt go out, for two reason,
1st, i am waiting for u, 2nd, i cannot eat with my dad,
because the situation is just damm bad.
now i gonna sleep in the room that no air cond, and the fan
just can open until speed 2 [maximum is 5] and that is a really
tiny room.. i can say it is smaller than the room that my kakak sleep.
but, who cares? i mean, will she care??
im trying to tell her, for so many days.
but i failed, she didnt have the time anymore.
sometimes i think, i can stand the 3 months she not besides me,hardly.
i really get annoyed. i really harrdly stand it.
but if the situation changed, will she stand this? will she wait me 3 months.
i dont dare to think. dont dare to think.
i really afraid to the answer. but on the other hand, i hoping she can give me the
answer i wish to hear.
maybe she dunno, about the girl name ah qing,
i had told my wife that this girl she like me, but i swear i dun like her.
i swear. please believe me.
this girl, after a few days i reject her, she told me that things that surprise me.
she say she dont mind that i have girlfriend, she say she dont mind be the second one.
wao, i got shock. but i didnt done any mistake, i never care about her.
but u, my wife, u heart get shaken when i not there,
when 3 people chasing u.
i dunno how i stand it.
my shoulder is always heavy.
my heart is so uncomfortable when u talking to all this guys.
but im trying,trying to not to.
i think my feeling is unimportant.
but when i talk, write, it is the feeling. its real.
please do not waste it and judge it.
today, i thinking about the every girl i meet in college. they are nothing on u.
i cant find anyone that have a little bit 'ke neng' that i will like.
i dunno u can understand what i mean a not.
i just cannot stop loving u.
ur face, ur hand, ur warm, i dont want to lost.
u know what is fake smile?? when u are not there, i cant smile from my heart.
i cant be really happy. i cant.
but will u respond to me?
sorry that i love u.
i hoping ur respond. is the respond i wish to get.
now i just can tell u, i facing a really big problem. i could not solve it.
deadline is next week monday. i dunno what to do. i really panic this few day.
now i hungry, so how?
please note that my heart is just very small. i put and keep every thing inside
my heart, please do not throw my heart away and in the dustbin.
please do not throw it back to me.
11.52p.m
today, the whole day, i just didnt step outside my room.
except at 4p.m something. is raining outside.
i decide to go out to take a shower.
but this never make me clear, clear about how she feel.
in fact, for taking shower like this 3 days continuos,
i got sick. i didnt eat my lunch, and my dinner,
when everyone go out, i didnt go out, for two reason,
1st, i am waiting for u, 2nd, i cannot eat with my dad,
because the situation is just damm bad.
now i gonna sleep in the room that no air cond, and the fan
just can open until speed 2 [maximum is 5] and that is a really
tiny room.. i can say it is smaller than the room that my kakak sleep.
but, who cares? i mean, will she care??
im trying to tell her, for so many days.
but i failed, she didnt have the time anymore.
sometimes i think, i can stand the 3 months she not besides me,hardly.
i really get annoyed. i really harrdly stand it.
but if the situation changed, will she stand this? will she wait me 3 months.
i dont dare to think. dont dare to think.
i really afraid to the answer. but on the other hand, i hoping she can give me the
answer i wish to hear.
maybe she dunno, about the girl name ah qing,
i had told my wife that this girl she like me, but i swear i dun like her.
i swear. please believe me.
this girl, after a few days i reject her, she told me that things that surprise me.
she say she dont mind that i have girlfriend, she say she dont mind be the second one.
wao, i got shock. but i didnt done any mistake, i never care about her.
but u, my wife, u heart get shaken when i not there,
when 3 people chasing u.
i dunno how i stand it.
my shoulder is always heavy.
my heart is so uncomfortable when u talking to all this guys.
but im trying,trying to not to.
i think my feeling is unimportant.
but when i talk, write, it is the feeling. its real.
please do not waste it and judge it.
today, i thinking about the every girl i meet in college. they are nothing on u.
i cant find anyone that have a little bit 'ke neng' that i will like.
i dunno u can understand what i mean a not.
i just cannot stop loving u.
ur face, ur hand, ur warm, i dont want to lost.
u know what is fake smile?? when u are not there, i cant smile from my heart.
i cant be really happy. i cant.
but will u respond to me?
sorry that i love u.
i hoping ur respond. is the respond i wish to get.
now i just can tell u, i facing a really big problem. i could not solve it.
deadline is next week monday. i dunno what to do. i really panic this few day.
now i hungry, so how?
please note that my heart is just very small. i put and keep every thing inside
my heart, please do not throw my heart away and in the dustbin.
please do not throw it back to me.
11.52p.m
Sunday, 17 April 2011
17.4.2011
今天是我觉得我自己蛮体贴的一天。
老婆她生病了，说她自己一个人在家。讲不到话。很辛苦。
我就问她可不可以去她家? 她说可以。
然后她发一封信息来说， 我要吃鱼丸，米粉汤和菜！
哈哈。好可爱对吗?? 如果不可爱的话，还有一句。
她说，我只给你一个小时准备，不然我骂你喔！
这句超可爱吧?哈哈。
我马上就知道我应该做什么了。
就是去买材料然后去她家煮给她吃。
我看到她憔悴的样子，真的很心疼。
很想静静地抱着她，让她知道我在。
但是现实是要我展现体贴的一面。
我就下去煮东西给她吃。
至于好吃没有就应该问她了。
但我想她都已经吃完了整碗应该不差吧。哈哈。
不过发生了一个插曲。就是她爸爸回来了。
很扫兴喔。 =(
但是也没办法，怎样讲都是她爸爸，我应该尊重的。
之后我们就睡觉，睡了两个小时了。
之后我们就aimen aimen！ 哈哈。
小宝贝老婆，我爱你喔。
老婆她生病了，说她自己一个人在家。讲不到话。很辛苦。
我就问她可不可以去她家? 她说可以。
然后她发一封信息来说， 我要吃鱼丸，米粉汤和菜！
哈哈。好可爱对吗?? 如果不可爱的话，还有一句。
她说，我只给你一个小时准备，不然我骂你喔！
这句超可爱吧?哈哈。
我马上就知道我应该做什么了。
就是去买材料然后去她家煮给她吃。
我看到她憔悴的样子，真的很心疼。
很想静静地抱着她，让她知道我在。
但是现实是要我展现体贴的一面。
我就下去煮东西给她吃。
至于好吃没有就应该问她了。
但我想她都已经吃完了整碗应该不差吧。哈哈。
不过发生了一个插曲。就是她爸爸回来了。
很扫兴喔。 =(
但是也没办法，怎样讲都是她爸爸，我应该尊重的。
之后我们就睡觉，睡了两个小时了。
之后我们就aimen aimen！ 哈哈。
小宝贝老婆，我爱你喔。
Friday, 15 April 2011
爱情到底是什么?
可以的话，这一篇就不要看了。
真的要说的话，其实， 我也不知道爱情到底是什么。
是不是我爱你，你爱我， 然后这个就叫做爱情?
那么我爱你， 我们又算不算是爱情呢?
说真的，我还蛮难过的。
自从你对我说了那句话。
我不想提起那句话。我怕你又会离开我。
但是，那时候，我很对你想说的是。
我会一直努力，直到得到大家的认同。
我不会放弃，我希望你也和我一样，可以支持我。
我很想对你说，就算大家都认同又怎样?
你觉得你会真的开心，真的幸福??
但是我真的不敢对你说，我怕你离开。
真的很怕。很怕。
如果看了的话，也请你忘记它。
真的要说的话，其实， 我也不知道爱情到底是什么。
是不是我爱你，你爱我， 然后这个就叫做爱情?
那么我爱你， 我们又算不算是爱情呢?
说真的，我还蛮难过的。
自从你对我说了那句话。
我不想提起那句话。我怕你又会离开我。
但是，那时候，我很对你想说的是。
我会一直努力，直到得到大家的认同。
我不会放弃，我希望你也和我一样，可以支持我。
我很想对你说，就算大家都认同又怎样?
你觉得你会真的开心，真的幸福??
但是我真的不敢对你说，我怕你离开。
真的很怕。很怕。
如果看了的话，也请你忘记它。
Thursday, 14 April 2011
为什么喜欢你?
你一看题目就应该会在想了。其实你应该知道这是为什么的。
对于我来说， 我真的不善于表达。
如果你问我， 我可能会直接和你说， 这是不能解释的。
因为它，太难解释了。所以， 很多人都选择把它缩短成一句话。
爱你是无法解释的。
这是一句很神圣的一句话。是一句你无法抗拒而且会被感动的一句话。
看到这里， 千万不要觉得我很罗嗦。继续看。
当然， 这句话， 我也对你说过。 只是我怕， 我怕这一句话还
不足够让你感动， 所以我想写给你看。我为什么喜欢你。
其实，我还真的写不出， 不是因为我不喜欢你，而是我不知道从那里开始写。
我看就从眼睛鼻子嘴巴讲起啦。 [不要偷笑喔]
好了，开始。
我喜欢你的眼睛，大大的， 不像我。
你开心的时候会笑， 就连那个眼睛也会笑。 这个就是让
我神魂颠倒的笑容。是一个我很爱的而且也是我不想失去的笑容。
我一定有跟你讲过。 我喜欢你的嘴唇的原因。
所以，你记得吗??
我不会在这里写。因为它太挑逗了。哈哈。
鼻子的话， 我喜欢在你冷的时候摸摸它。 让它感觉到我的温暖
。其实是让你感觉啦。让你知道我真的可以温暖你的心。
你的每一个表情 ，我都喜欢。认真的，调皮的，可爱的，扮可怜的，
生气的，撒娇的。我都喜欢。
我每一天都在想你， 去到那里也是一样想，你呢?
要如何才能让你知道我真的很喜欢你，很爱你?
这个时候，我真的很想对你说，
爱你是无法用言语来表达的。
你可以告诉我你的原因吗?
下一篇，我会写爱情到底是什么。
*我爱你！
对于我来说， 我真的不善于表达。
如果你问我， 我可能会直接和你说， 这是不能解释的。
因为它，太难解释了。所以， 很多人都选择把它缩短成一句话。
爱你是无法解释的。
这是一句很神圣的一句话。是一句你无法抗拒而且会被感动的一句话。
看到这里， 千万不要觉得我很罗嗦。继续看。
当然， 这句话， 我也对你说过。 只是我怕， 我怕这一句话还
不足够让你感动， 所以我想写给你看。我为什么喜欢你。
其实，我还真的写不出， 不是因为我不喜欢你，而是我不知道从那里开始写。
我看就从眼睛鼻子嘴巴讲起啦。 [不要偷笑喔]
好了，开始。
我喜欢你的眼睛，大大的， 不像我。
你开心的时候会笑， 就连那个眼睛也会笑。 这个就是让
我神魂颠倒的笑容。是一个我很爱的而且也是我不想失去的笑容。
我一定有跟你讲过。 我喜欢你的嘴唇的原因。
所以，你记得吗??
我不会在这里写。因为它太挑逗了。哈哈。
鼻子的话， 我喜欢在你冷的时候摸摸它。 让它感觉到我的温暖
。其实是让你感觉啦。让你知道我真的可以温暖你的心。
你的每一个表情 ，我都喜欢。认真的，调皮的，可爱的，扮可怜的，
生气的，撒娇的。我都喜欢。
我每一天都在想你， 去到那里也是一样想，你呢?
要如何才能让你知道我真的很喜欢你，很爱你?
这个时候，我真的很想对你说，
爱你是无法用言语来表达的。
你可以告诉我你的原因吗?
下一篇，我会写爱情到底是什么。
*我爱你！
真的真的非常累的一天！ =[
好差劲。今天起不到床。原因是因为真的是太累了。 头很重。。。很重。
今天要带的课本竟然是全部里面最重那两本。
真的是佩服自己的运气。
不用紧。去到学校竟然没有位子放车！
够力！ 我转了几百个圈。最后才终于找到一个
位子。可是却需要走很远很远的路才到学校。
我顶着大太阳，流着汗。 本来都已经很累了，
也没有吃早餐。 现在还需要拿着两本重重的课本"拖‘过去。
天啊！ 头真的是痛到~！！ 而且，很"眼睡"！！
好了，到了。去old town吃了早餐就去上课了。
他妈*。那个讲师真的是笨到够力！
有一个人他顶不顺走了，还跟我们说，是指着那个
讲师讲lanjau la. FUC*! 厉害啦。 佩服！
然后我也是走掉了。真的是很behsong啦！
我头真的很痛。 去了图书馆休息。
然后去吃东，也没有什么胃口。
第二堂课也是很闷的，可是还是坚持到了最后。
放学了！ 超级好！一出来看。塞车！！
真的很想哭~！哈哈！
回到家了。想要睡觉，就打了一个电话给我的宝贝。
但是却又很笨的把他弄生气了。
对不起喔宝贝。 不要生气了啦。 我知道我真的真的很笨。
我知道我语气重了。 对不起。 以上的一切已经帮你惩罚我了。
好不好?
以后每一天我都会写日记。 在这里。让你知道，我每一天
每一分，每一秒都在想你！
我爱你！我的小淘气宝贝！ =)
今天要带的课本竟然是全部里面最重那两本。
真的是佩服自己的运气。
不用紧。去到学校竟然没有位子放车！
够力！ 我转了几百个圈。最后才终于找到一个
位子。可是却需要走很远很远的路才到学校。
我顶着大太阳，流着汗。 本来都已经很累了，
也没有吃早餐。 现在还需要拿着两本重重的课本"拖‘过去。
天啊！ 头真的是痛到~！！ 而且，很"眼睡"！！
好了，到了。去old town吃了早餐就去上课了。
他妈*。那个讲师真的是笨到够力！
有一个人他顶不顺走了，还跟我们说，是指着那个
讲师讲lanjau la. FUC*! 厉害啦。 佩服！
然后我也是走掉了。真的是很behsong啦！
我头真的很痛。 去了图书馆休息。
然后去吃东，也没有什么胃口。
第二堂课也是很闷的，可是还是坚持到了最后。
放学了！ 超级好！一出来看。塞车！！
真的很想哭~！哈哈！
回到家了。想要睡觉，就打了一个电话给我的宝贝。
但是却又很笨的把他弄生气了。
对不起喔宝贝。 不要生气了啦。 我知道我真的真的很笨。
我知道我语气重了。 对不起。 以上的一切已经帮你惩罚我了。
好不好?
以后每一天我都会写日记。 在这里。让你知道，我每一天
每一分，每一秒都在想你！
我爱你！我的小淘气宝贝！ =)
Wednesday, 13 April 2011
Finally!!
i finally can access!! stupid google account!!
BAOBAORU, now i caanot type chinese. go back home i can write edi.
you must check daily o.
yesterday i feel so sick. sleep with the flu and the 'jing yu' eye. haiz.
today cannot wake up lor. get scolded.
now stomach hungry. going to eat. later i go back home will write
a super duple post de!
muackzz!
*i dunno poo jelly beans! haha
BAOBAORU, now i caanot type chinese. go back home i can write edi.
you must check daily o.
yesterday i feel so sick. sleep with the flu and the 'jing yu' eye. haiz.
today cannot wake up lor. get scolded.
now stomach hungry. going to eat. later i go back home will write
a super duple post de!
muackzz!
*i dunno poo jelly beans! haha
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