10.11p.m 5.6.2011
向往着...幸福
向往着...和你一起建立的未來
很希望。。。
你可以當我的新娘。
真的很期盼， 那一天。
當我跪下來問你是否願意嫁給我的時候，
你會靦腆地笑着說，
‘我願意’。
我知道， 你不想那麼快嫁。
我會等你的。
我會一直一直地等。
就好像， 你去營的那3個月那樣子等。
不變心地等。
我會努力地讓你看到我很喜歡很喜歡你。
我會努力地變更好。
我知道我很笨。
但是我會適當的時候笨， 適當的時候聰明。
我知道我沒有錢。
但是你想要什麼都可以跟我說， 我會努力給你你要的。
或許， 在別人和你的眼中， 我真的不是100分的男朋友。
但是， 我希望在你心里， 我可以及格。
如果你覺得我不好， 請馬上告訴我， 讓我可以改過。
我， 很愛很愛你。
所以， 我不想放棄和你一起的機會。
我也不想你放棄我。
我很認真。
很認真地想說， 我愛你， 直到下個世紀末。
下一輩子， 也讓我愛你， 好嗎？
Sunday, 5 June 2011
Tuesday, 31 May 2011
原來
1.6.2011 11.18a.m
不知道自己原來很討人厭.
不知道自己原來有很多話想說.
不知道自己怎樣反駁人家的批評.
原來自己真的是很笨很沒用很小孩子.
不知道自己現在想說什麼.
只是很徬徨.很亂.
不想你說你不要我這種話.
可是自己就是原因讓你這樣.
想跟你說,對不起.
也想對你說, 我會認真改過.
這些, 我不可以和你面對面說.
因為, 我不想你沷我冷水.
現在還蠻辛苦, 很想哭, 可是吞回去了.
心情不好. 不知道要怎樣.
打算等下開快車+超大聲的音樂.
應該可以吧.
可是不知道你,
今天還想不想見到我.
你, 想嗎?
你不用回答.
不知道自己原來很討人厭.
不知道自己原來有很多話想說.
不知道自己怎樣反駁人家的批評.
原來自己真的是很笨很沒用很小孩子.
不知道自己現在想說什麼.
只是很徬徨.很亂.
不想你說你不要我這種話.
可是自己就是原因讓你這樣.
想跟你說,對不起.
也想對你說, 我會認真改過.
這些, 我不可以和你面對面說.
因為, 我不想你沷我冷水.
現在還蠻辛苦, 很想哭, 可是吞回去了.
心情不好. 不知道要怎樣.
打算等下開快車+超大聲的音樂.
應該可以吧.
可是不知道你,
今天還想不想見到我.
你, 想嗎?
你不用回答.
Monday, 16 May 2011
16.5.2011
Lao po, Dui Bu Qi.
Wo zhi dao ni hen tao yen wo ku.
Wo you zai gai ah.
Zhi shi jing tian wo bu xiao xing ku le.
Dui bu qi.
Wo zhi dao ni he wo zai yi qi hui hen you ya li.
Wo xiang shuo.
Cong jing yi hou, wo shui ye bu yao guan le.
Wo zhi guan ni.
Ni zhi dao ma?
Ni shi wo ZUI ZHONG YAO de REN o.
Wo hen zai hu ni.
Bu yao li kai wo hao ma?
Wo hen kai xing.
Zui jing ni de yi qie gai bian.
Rang wo jue de hen kai xing.
Wo de xing bei ni wen nuan le. =DD
Lao po, wo ye hui zhe yang hao hao dui ni de.
Wo da ying ni, wo yi hou bu zai hu shi luan xiang.
Xiang dao shi me ye ma shang gao shu ni.
Bu hui zai tuo tuo la la de.
Lao po ni bu yao sheng qi le hao ma?
Lao po sheng qi wo hui hen pa de.
Ni zhi dao wei shi me ma?
Yin wei o, ni you mei you kan guo xiong mao?
Ta men shi bu shi hen ke ai?
Ke ai le?
Na me ni you kan guo xiong mao sheng qi ma?
Mei you le?
Dui lo.
Wo de lao po ru guo sheng qi de hua jiu bu ke ai le lo.
Hai you, qi shi 18 hao, ni zhen de bu yong qu ji zhu.
Ni yao ji de de shi, na yi tian he mei yi tian dou yi yang.
Wo yao de, zhi shi ni hui zai wo shen bian.
Qing sheng de he wo shuo,
Lao gong, wo ai ni.
Zhe yang jiu ke yi le. =D
Wo bu xiang ni hua shi jian qu xiang yao shong wo shi me.
Wo zhi xiang yao ni.
Zhi dao ma?
Wo zhi dao wo hao xiang yi ge hai mei you zhang da de xiao hai zi.
Dan shi, zhe ge xiao hai zhi zhen zai nu li bian cheng da ren. [chi fan bu yong yi ge xiao shi qu tu le. haha.. xiao yi ge =) ]
Xi wang ta ai de na yi ge nv hai bu hui xian qi hai zai cheng zhang de ta.
Wo ai ni o lao po, bu yao zai li kai wo le hao ma?
Wo zhi dao ni hen tao yen wo ku.
Wo you zai gai ah.
Zhi shi jing tian wo bu xiao xing ku le.
Dui bu qi.
Wo zhi dao ni he wo zai yi qi hui hen you ya li.
Wo xiang shuo.
Cong jing yi hou, wo shui ye bu yao guan le.
Wo zhi guan ni.
Ni zhi dao ma?
Ni shi wo ZUI ZHONG YAO de REN o.
Wo hen zai hu ni.
Bu yao li kai wo hao ma?
Wo hen kai xing.
Zui jing ni de yi qie gai bian.
Rang wo jue de hen kai xing.
Wo de xing bei ni wen nuan le. =DD
Lao po, wo ye hui zhe yang hao hao dui ni de.
Wo da ying ni, wo yi hou bu zai hu shi luan xiang.
Xiang dao shi me ye ma shang gao shu ni.
Bu hui zai tuo tuo la la de.
Lao po ni bu yao sheng qi le hao ma?
Lao po sheng qi wo hui hen pa de.
Ni zhi dao wei shi me ma?
Yin wei o, ni you mei you kan guo xiong mao?
Ta men shi bu shi hen ke ai?
Ke ai le?
Na me ni you kan guo xiong mao sheng qi ma?
Mei you le?
Dui lo.
Wo de lao po ru guo sheng qi de hua jiu bu ke ai le lo.
Hai you, qi shi 18 hao, ni zhen de bu yong qu ji zhu.
Ni yao ji de de shi, na yi tian he mei yi tian dou yi yang.
Wo yao de, zhi shi ni hui zai wo shen bian.
Qing sheng de he wo shuo,
Lao gong, wo ai ni.
Zhe yang jiu ke yi le. =D
Wo bu xiang ni hua shi jian qu xiang yao shong wo shi me.
Wo zhi xiang yao ni.
Zhi dao ma?
Wo zhi dao wo hao xiang yi ge hai mei you zhang da de xiao hai zi.
Dan shi, zhe ge xiao hai zhi zhen zai nu li bian cheng da ren. [chi fan bu yong yi ge xiao shi qu tu le. haha.. xiao yi ge =) ]
Xi wang ta ai de na yi ge nv hai bu hui xian qi hai zai cheng zhang de ta.
Wo ai ni o lao po, bu yao zai li kai wo le hao ma?
Monday, 9 May 2011
❤ 找到这样的男朋友千万别分手! My Answer!
1.朦胧醒来回你信息.. Ya, I will reply you all the time.
2.半夜里接你的电话.. Ya, bcoz i will put the phone in maximum volume and put in under my pillow.
3.告诉你——到家了就发消息给他.. Ya, i always tell you this, and i will call u when i drive home too.
4.你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天.. Ya, i always hope you can do this. haha.
5.雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的.. Haha, I think 99% my shirt is wet.
6.不论走到哪里..都一直拉着你的手.. If i can. =(
7.愿意吃你吃不下的东西.. Ya, i have big stomach.
8.从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气 Oops, sometimes i will late 5 minutes o. but u late i din angry la.
9.不论去哪里..他都会来接你..无怨无悔.. Ya, wherever u go, im there for u if u need.
10.不乱花钱..但肯为你花钱.. Haha, True!
11.拥抱很久..很紧.. Ya, but u say u cant breathe.
12.记得你说过的所有事.. Of corse!
13.轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶.. This is what i always do.
14.常常发消息告诉你..突然很想你.. Everydayy i do it lor.
15.常常给你留言.. Ya, everyday.
16.不舒服时..他会很担心很着急.. YA!! Super worry and will take car u.
17.吵架时不会一走了之.. Ya, I wont.
18.他错了会认错..你错了不会怪你.. ENNN..
19.吵架后..会无条件地哄你..放下面子.. SupEr correct!
20.从不忍心责备你..无条件包容你.. Haha, ya!
21.会一直保护你..害怕你受一点点委屈.. Im getting stronger to protect u.
22.你说笑话他会笑..会觉得你很可爱.. Ya, i like.
23.比你高.. Erm......... Fail... =[
24.会一个人安静地思考..但决不冷漠.. Ya..
25.许多方面都很厉害..让你崇拜.. Haha.. U think le?
26.会一直夸你..给你鼓励.. I will always stay besides u.
27.不对你隐瞒什么.. everything i will tell u.
28.百分百信任你.. Because been hurt. 90% la.. getting more.
29.不花言巧语.. Haha.. I dunno o.
30.不会因为玩游戏而忽略你.. I din play game de.
31.不抽烟少喝酒.. Ermmm.. not Really. but wont smoke infront if u. drink just a bit la.
32.有活动安排事先和你打招呼.. Ya, always ask for your opinion and permissions.
33.和朋友出去时..要想着你.. I dun like hang out without u.
34.重大的事情和你商量.. Everything i will discuss with u.
35.和大人在一起像大人..和孩子在一起像孩子.. Haha.. Exactly!
36.喜欢你..从未犹豫..不拿你和别的女孩子比较.. YUP!! No one can be compare.
37.从未想过离开你的世界.. Think B4. but is u leave me. i will continue single and alone.
38.你买给他的东西他都会喜欢.. Ya, keep everything..
39.对女孩子有风度..也有距离.. Ya.
40.认识你的一些好朋友..拜托她们照顾你.. Trying to do that.
41.了解你的烦恼与困惑..不厌其烦地倾听.. I think im a good listener.
42.很少让你哭..你哭的时候会很心疼..紧紧地抱住你..告诉你都是他的错.. Sorry, wont let u cry anymore. im grow up.
43.可以随时找到他.. Ya. u can find me always. but i cant find u. TT
44.靠在他肩膀的时候很安心.. Can i ask u this?
45.和他在一起有种温暖的感觉.. Do u feel?
46.不重色轻友..也不重友轻色.. Erm.. more zhong she qing you.. XD
47.计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分.. YAAA!!! YEAP!!! YUP!!!! You are my life! I LOVE YOU!
Friday, 6 May 2011
7.5.2011
Sorry that i cant type chinese.
Because the software i download not support
with my computer.
I feel very hard to explain my feeling now.
I dunno what to do.
I hope that she can support me.
I really feel so sorry that i love her.
And let her falling in love with me.
At one side, i really need her and want her stay beside me.
I love her and i wish her to respond me with her love too.
But at one side, i really scared she will regret,
and i 'mei you zi ge' to have such a good girl to be with me.
Who am i? I AM NOTHING!
Actually, i dont dare to write this out.
I really dun want she think about something that
will make her leave me.
But, i feel sorry. I feel so sorry.
There are so many people who want she leave me.
What still i can say?
Sorry that i crying now.
I dunno what am i writing now.
i just cant make up my mind.
Sorry.
10.32p.m
Because the software i download not support
with my computer.
I feel very hard to explain my feeling now.
I dunno what to do.
I hope that she can support me.
I really feel so sorry that i love her.
And let her falling in love with me.
At one side, i really need her and want her stay beside me.
I love her and i wish her to respond me with her love too.
But at one side, i really scared she will regret,
and i 'mei you zi ge' to have such a good girl to be with me.
Who am i? I AM NOTHING!
Actually, i dont dare to write this out.
I really dun want she think about something that
will make her leave me.
But, i feel sorry. I feel so sorry.
There are so many people who want she leave me.
What still i can say?
Sorry that i crying now.
I dunno what am i writing now.
i just cant make up my mind.
Sorry.
10.32p.m
Friday, 29 April 2011
29.4.2011
Today i feel so happy. Today class until 10a.m.
Then i go for the group discussion. In a room.
After that i go to print my journal.
But unfortunately, the stupid computer cannot read my file.
So i have to type it all again by using school computer.
I promise my wife that i will go to her place at 12p.m
But i cant make it at that moment. because i am still
re-typing journal. i keep scolding myself for writing a long journal,
which contain 686 words.
Half way done, my wife called me. OMG.
i feel so panic. i so scare she will get angry, but luckily she didnt.
ni de ti tie rang wo jue de hen wo xing.
So i use my maximum speed to type and print my journal out.
Then i go to the block E 9 floor to pass up the journal.
After that i run to the place i park my car.
I keep on asking why i park the car so far away.
I dunno why i so panic, i want to see you so eager.
I speed up when i drive. but i stucked on the half way to her place.
That time i hope i can bang all the car away or make my car
can fly in the sky.
But i also try to be patient. I just scare my wife will angry.
Finally, i reached. i took the stairs, i feel so happy when i go up.
But i also warn myself should be careful to see your dad and mum.
your mum open the door for me. She told me that you are sleeping.
I feel so guilty. Is i make u sleep de. I dunno ho to explain the feeling.
I keep on calling you to wake up. Because i want to cut my hair
and eat the sushi that you make.
My wife, it is really nice and delicious [besides the ants, haha].
I really like to eat the things you make.
I feel bonheur!
The next bonheur thing is you help me to cut my stupid hair.
I really feel bonheur! I like you to cut my hair.
And you make it very nice.
You make me become leng zai adi. I like it.
Thank you, my wife.
I got told you before.
I just want you to cut my hair for the rest of my life.
Would you?
After that you help me to wash.
Next time you can help me massage my head when you wash.
This is relax and comfortable.
You also help me to gel my hair even though u dunno how to do it.
But you done quite well.
After this, i fetch you go to JUSCO.
We spend our time reading books there for one hour something.
You standing and i siting. i can see your sexy bra and you forgot that
you wear hot pants today.
i feel to let you sleep down and i want to kiss you and hug you and
have you. But i am CONTROLLING what i am thinking.
HAHA.
Because i promise you not to do that everyday.
But when i fetch you go searching for a place that do not have so many
people pass by.
I stoppes at a place.
And i start kissing you.
I dunno why today i have so many power and energy.
I think maybe you add something in the sushi. haha
I dare not to touch your 'mao mao'.
But i rub your 'nen nen' and make you feel so high.
I dunno that today you get so high.
But i still dare not to go in to your 'mao mao'.
Until you say. wo yao.
This words makes me turn into a wolf quickly.
I started and i feel i full of power and energy.
Then how it goes on i cannot say clearly on here.
But in the end. I feel good and man zhu.
I looking at my wife.
I want to say something.
I want to say sorry.
Is i make you feel high.
I want to say about i want to take care you.
I want to say i hope you can always be my side and stay with me.
I want to say i hope you never betray me.
I want to say i will treat you good and never make you sad again.
I just want you to be my wife.
I really love you.
There is no other girl can make me fall in love except you.
And i will not fall in love again with other people.
Because i cannot accept other people in many way.
I just want you.
Only the way you smile can make me happy and 'tao zui'.
Only the way you talk i can deal with it.
Only the way you sleep i love to watch.
Only the way you scold me sometimes i love.
Only the way you kiss me hug me and want me i like.
There is no one can replace you in my heart.
This is truly from my heart.
I have given you my heart.
I dun want it back.
If you dun want my heart adi.
PLease throw it away.
Because it cannot pump anymore.
It is useless without you.
I love you. Really love you deeply.
My wife.
Then i go for the group discussion. In a room.
After that i go to print my journal.
But unfortunately, the stupid computer cannot read my file.
So i have to type it all again by using school computer.
I promise my wife that i will go to her place at 12p.m
But i cant make it at that moment. because i am still
re-typing journal. i keep scolding myself for writing a long journal,
which contain 686 words.
Half way done, my wife called me. OMG.
i feel so panic. i so scare she will get angry, but luckily she didnt.
ni de ti tie rang wo jue de hen wo xing.
So i use my maximum speed to type and print my journal out.
Then i go to the block E 9 floor to pass up the journal.
After that i run to the place i park my car.
I keep on asking why i park the car so far away.
I dunno why i so panic, i want to see you so eager.
I speed up when i drive. but i stucked on the half way to her place.
That time i hope i can bang all the car away or make my car
can fly in the sky.
But i also try to be patient. I just scare my wife will angry.
Finally, i reached. i took the stairs, i feel so happy when i go up.
But i also warn myself should be careful to see your dad and mum.
your mum open the door for me. She told me that you are sleeping.
I feel so guilty. Is i make u sleep de. I dunno ho to explain the feeling.
I keep on calling you to wake up. Because i want to cut my hair
and eat the sushi that you make.
My wife, it is really nice and delicious [besides the ants, haha].
I really like to eat the things you make.
I feel bonheur!
The next bonheur thing is you help me to cut my stupid hair.
I really feel bonheur! I like you to cut my hair.
And you make it very nice.
You make me become leng zai adi. I like it.
Thank you, my wife.
I got told you before.
I just want you to cut my hair for the rest of my life.
Would you?
After that you help me to wash.
Next time you can help me massage my head when you wash.
This is relax and comfortable.
You also help me to gel my hair even though u dunno how to do it.
But you done quite well.
After this, i fetch you go to JUSCO.
We spend our time reading books there for one hour something.
You standing and i siting. i can see your sexy bra and you forgot that
you wear hot pants today.
i feel to let you sleep down and i want to kiss you and hug you and
have you. But i am CONTROLLING what i am thinking.
HAHA.
Because i promise you not to do that everyday.
But when i fetch you go searching for a place that do not have so many
people pass by.
I stoppes at a place.
And i start kissing you.
I dunno why today i have so many power and energy.
I think maybe you add something in the sushi. haha
I dare not to touch your 'mao mao'.
But i rub your 'nen nen' and make you feel so high.
I dunno that today you get so high.
But i still dare not to go in to your 'mao mao'.
Until you say. wo yao.
This words makes me turn into a wolf quickly.
I started and i feel i full of power and energy.
Then how it goes on i cannot say clearly on here.
But in the end. I feel good and man zhu.
I looking at my wife.
I want to say something.
I want to say sorry.
Is i make you feel high.
I want to say about i want to take care you.
I want to say i hope you can always be my side and stay with me.
I want to say i hope you never betray me.
I want to say i will treat you good and never make you sad again.
I just want you to be my wife.
I really love you.
There is no other girl can make me fall in love except you.
And i will not fall in love again with other people.
Because i cannot accept other people in many way.
I just want you.
Only the way you smile can make me happy and 'tao zui'.
Only the way you talk i can deal with it.
Only the way you sleep i love to watch.
Only the way you scold me sometimes i love.
Only the way you kiss me hug me and want me i like.
There is no one can replace you in my heart.
This is truly from my heart.
I have given you my heart.
I dun want it back.
If you dun want my heart adi.
PLease throw it away.
Because it cannot pump anymore.
It is useless without you.
I love you. Really love you deeply.
My wife.
Sunday, 24 April 2011
24.4.2011
Tears drop now. After seeing what u comment.
I really touch. Thank you my super duple wife.
All the while, when i get scolded, sadness, i just will think of u.
Even though sometimes i dunno how to tell u what happened to me.
But i will think that u will always support me and care me.
For what u saying in the comment, i will do it.
Ya. I didnt care about how he talk how he been so sacrastic to me.
Nearly one year i think. I didnt talk to him again or once.
Because im feel that talking to him is just make me feel angry.
And so, i will feel that why i am so stupid go to talk to him.
Ya, he hurt me from young.
I didnt plan to forgive him.
But sometimes i try to. But the result always make me feel disapointed.
After all this, i feel hopeless.
I tought tht my mum can understand.
Sometimes she does, but sometimes she doesnt.
So this is the reason i dont like to talk with them.
But they will just tought that im like to be alone.
Haiz.
What i am suppose to do, with this empty room.
Okay, lets dont talk about him.
I am going to read the 'wang luo xiao shuo'.
Haha.
Lao po, Thank u. I feel so touch with this.
Love u o!! =]
I feel to hug u! and kiss you! can a not? xD
muackzz!
11.59p.m
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